Sun Worshipers

Oddly enough, she does not eat the plants...she likes to rub up against them. I'd rather deal with a little cat hair than chewed up plants and green hairballs anyday.

Bringing Light into the Darkness

New toy...Mine is orange on one side and magenta on the other. The cool thing about this model is that you can buy the leds seperately and put in different colors.

What the hell is it? Its a poi staff from Neon Husky. Duh? I don't have the resources or training to deal with fire just yet, so I'm compromising with light. It looks wickedly cool with the lights out. So I guess all those years of marching band color guard came in handy after all...he he he. Hope to get some pictures soon!

I can combine belly dancing and flag twirling skills together to create a very cool effect. I may even perform with this on stage at our spring show.

Why's the Rum gone?

So RUM (Royal University of the Midrealm) got cancelled...something about Northern Illinois getting 9 inches of snow over 2 inches of ice and power outages. We got a little bit of rain. So I managed to entertain myself with the first and second seasons of Babylon 5. Wow did the writing for first season really suck or what...I wrote better dialog in grade school. At least it got better in second season.

I think the Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) is kicking in. I've been so run down lately. Need more light...so sad considering I could have passed for a vamp in my 20's.

Dec 8th,
Took the plunge and went to a dentist yesterday. I made it through the intensive cleaning scraping, x-raying, and poking. I didn't break down till the dentist came in the room to talk to me. Give me stuff to process scientifically and I can keep my shit. Ask me to explain why I'm terrified and the water works start. I hate to cry in front of strangers. He was great though...who would have thought they made caring and sympathetic dentists...

Xmas Court is this weekend. If I can put on a happy face long enough to get through it all...

Been thinking about going to PA for Xmas break. I haven't physically seen my family for over 10 years. I think it would be good for me, I just don't know if I have the emotional stamina to rehash an extremely edited version of my life for people I don't know anymore. I could tell my aunt practically everything, but the rest would probably give me that deer in the headlights look and slowly back away. Thanks mom for the bipolar social skills...